Basically, I'm feeling like I've misplaced my voice. I've gotten lost in the din of so many people pontificating and posturing ...
I'm super tapped in!
You should listen to me!
I've been there, really, I know!
I've lost track of why I normally love writing this blog ... somewhere I started feeling like all I'm doing is contributing to the noise, scrabbling for my little piece of the pie. Of course, when I step back and take a look at where I am and what I've really been doing, there's a pile of perfectly good reasons why I'm a wee bit off track.
but still ...............
I want this to be a place where I share my inspiration, my journey, my process. I don't want to get lost in any ideas that I'm more anything than someone else. I am who I am. I love sharing what I do. If that resonates with someone else, I'm thrilled and humbled. It occurs to me that I've written similar posts in the past ... this is a normal cycle ... I'll come out on the other side with a stronger, clearer voice ... doesn't make it any less annoying or unsettling right now.
This line from a Deepak Chopra article in the current issue of Origin Magazine was something of a revelation and might be helping to break up the log jam in my brain, "Awareness isn't passive. It directly leads to action (or inaction). As you take steps to expand your awareness, you will naturally find yourself harnessing your mind's infinite power to create greater health, happiness, and love in your life."
Hmmm, gots to get ready for my class call at 3 ........ so I'm thinking that's it for now.
l i g a - kvk
p.s. Richie's home and working on his recovery. First order of business when he got home on Sunday was a trip to the Guitar Center ... music as medicine! Thanks to everyone for holding Richie and our family in your thoughts and prayers. We are enormously grateful.