It occurred to me that my earlier post could be read as being grumpy and dissatisfied ... au contraire. Since returning from our trip to France and then the blitz trip to Dallas, I haven't really had time to figure out what exactly I feel. I'm just now starting to sort through it all, but one thing I do know ... I am feeling an enormous sense of potential, not lack, not grumpy, not dissatisfied.
There's a quote I sort of remember from The Secret, and I can't remember who said it, but it's something to the effect of, what can be dreamed and what can be conceived in our minds, can be created in our world. Everything begins with thought and mine are feeling pretty juicy right now. I've spent most of my adult life looking outside of myself for guidance and inspiration. I've 'known' that it's all within me, that god is within me, that I am the source. But today, I am so much closer to really and truly knowing. What an amazing gift! Come to think of it, this may be the biggest gift ever and I'm going to savor the opening and discovery, every delicious bit.
blessings - kvk